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作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 00:36 標題: 其實，我很喜歡痛

原來心痛都係一種快樂.....

作者: samsung 時間: 2010-8-2 00:41

=.=|||

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 00:43

我發現，我鐘意佢，係因為佢帶比我既痛楚...

作者: samsung 時間: 2010-8-2 00:48

回復 3# prickly_rose

you sound like playingtoy

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 00:49

開始明白，點解會有人鐘意痛愛...
原來痛楚帶來既快樂係甘震撼....

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 00:52

我亦開始明白，點解飛蛾愛撲火.....

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 00:54

回復 prickly_rose

you sound like playingtoy
samsung 發表於 2010-8-2 00:48

really? He likes self-torture like I do?

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 00:58

但可惜我係人類唔係飛蛾，我既理性根本唔容許我去撲火....
我只會容許自己係火焰既周邊感受熱力，只會容許自己燙傷小許....

作者: habitrailspace 時間: 2010-8-2 11:06

lawlai jean

作者: fibbi 時間: 2010-8-2 11:11

I think she has too much time to spare....easy to think too much.
Get more activities (either work or hobby), get on with life...

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 11:28

I think she has too much time to spare....easy to think too much.
Get more activities (either work o ...
fibbi 發表於 2010-8-2 11:11

I have gotten on with life since two years ago. My time has been used productively to pursue my goal and now I'm only a step away from a dream that I've been longing for my whole life...it doesn't hurt (at least physically, financially and career-wise)to indulge in my little self-torture...I'm amazed at how I could inflict such pain on myself safely with engaging anyone...

作者: sheep 時間: 2010-8-2 11:39

回復 11# prickly_rose

can you share how to get over it?

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 11:44

本帖最後由 prickly_rose 於 2010-8-2 11:47 編輯

回復 prickly_rose

can you share how to get over it?
sheep 發表於 2010-8-2 11:39

The truth is even though I've gotten on with my life, I've never gotten over him because I have never wanted to. As long as it doesn't interfere with my daily life then it really doesn't matter to have him in my heart...savoring the heartache is a fun thing to do during my spare time.

The fact that he's so out of reach= safe

作者: ricrick 時間: 2010-8-2 12:16

原來心痛都係一種快樂.....
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 00:36

SM? wow

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 12:32

SM? wow
ricrick 發表於 2010-8-2 12:16

no way....
Would never engage in such activities since SM hurts you physically....

作者: Purpleheart 時間: 2010-8-2 15:04

我都有試過為左一個人痛左十年....冇錯係十年.....
最後我問自己
" 呢個人究竟值唔值得我為佢痛呢? "
而家望住眼前個老公.....羊羊.....真係覺得自己呢十年痛得好無謂

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 16:35

回復 prickly_rose

you sound like playingtoy
samsung 發表於 2010-8-2 00:48

you sound like samsung

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 16:39

但可惜我係人類唔係飛蛾，我既理性根本唔容許我去撲火
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 00:58

仲諗住可以屈你係suicidal，見你兜得快，算，不過都係要照一照個腦。（我知，文學丫嘛）

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 16:41

I have gotten on with life since two years ago
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 11:28

呢句就，差唔多去到，post dramatic stress

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 16:43

As long as it doesn't interfere with my daily life then it really doesn't matter to have him in my heart
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 11:44

耶穌基督？

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 16:49

prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 12:32

ricrick個subconscious見到自己喺你入面

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 16:53

ricrick個subconscious見到自己喺你入面
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 16:49

絕對不含三級成份，你地唔好屈我喇拿

作者: sheep 時間: 2010-8-2 17:00

回復 16# Purpleheart

你跟住咁多個十年
都會係你最開心嘅

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 17:27

本帖最後由 prickly_rose 於 2010-8-2 17:28 編輯

我都有試過為左一個人痛左十年....冇錯係十年.....
最後我問自己
" 呢個人究竟值唔值得我為佢痛呢? "
而家 ...
Purpleheart 發表於 2010-8-2 15:04

十年....

其實冇人會值得任何人去痛十年....但呢樣野唔係自己可以控制到, 你幾時先可以去忘記一個人，其實有好多因數，都要睇個人既際遇.....
但我諗我唔會痛到甘耐...因為到左呢一刻，我已經覺得淡淡地....
就算我幾唔捨得呢種感覺，呢種感覺都會走....

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 17:31

仲諗住可以屈你係suicidal，見你兜得快，算，不過都係要照一照個腦。（我知，文學丫嘛） ...
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 16:39

唔洗照喇，我骨子裡根本係一個犯賤既人.....

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 17:31

前輩，你好

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 17:33

呢句就，差唔多去到，post dramatic stress
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 16:41

其實我好享受呢種"stress"....
但到左今日，居然發現自己冇咩感覺....沈悶既感覺再一次kicks in

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 17:34

耶穌基督？
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 16:43

唔明....

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 17:36

本帖最後由 prickly_rose 於 2010-8-2 17:38 編輯

絕對不含三級成份，你地唔好屈我喇拿
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 16:53

我完全冇諗歪，直到你講以上呢句野我先恍然大悟....

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 17:37

前輩，你好
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 17:31

你好....何以叫我做前輩阿....我分分鐘細過你好多

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-2 18:58

why do you love to suffer?

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 19:04

why do you love to suffer?
godavid 發表於 2010-8-2 18:58

because joy comes with this particular type of suffering....

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 21:00

唔洗照喇，我骨子裡根本係一個犯賤既人.....
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 17:31

define 犯賤

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 21:10

define 犯賤
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 21:00

然後正面回答幾條問題

do you have any drug & alcohol addiction
do you have any mental illness
have you ever been confined in prisons or other correctional facilities
have you ever committed any crimes that has not been reported
are you currently engaging in criminal activities

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 21:22

係，漏左一條

are you currently on the internet

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 21:27

本帖最後由 prickly_rose 於 2010-8-2 21:28 編輯

define 犯賤
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 21:00

陳小春 - 犯賤

我這樣強悍　我這樣硬朗
我對著你那輕佻　怎麼不懂反抗
我這樣強壯　卻這樣陪葬
愛你就似個信仰　再痛也會嚮往

對　我犯賤　被流放　也像樂園　
別勸我　我自願　未能半場棄權
別理我　我犯賤　若離去　戲就做完　
別救我　我自願　並無怨言

我看你也極面善像鏡子放面前

If were a little more selfish, I would have gone back to him and ask for another dose of pain...

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 21:28

然後正面回答幾條問題

do you have any drug & alcohol addiction
do you have any mental illness
have ...
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 21:10

um....

no
no
no....but metaphorically speaking, yes.
no
no

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 21:32

係，漏左一條

are you currently on the internet
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 21:22

of course I'm on the internet now....

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 21:39

post dramatic stress
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 16:41

我串錯字，應該係post traumatic stress

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 21:44

btw thank you for your answer, you will be hearing from me shortly

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 21:44

本帖最後由 prickly_rose 於 2010-8-2 21:57 編輯

我串錯字，應該係post traumatic stress
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 21:39

I didn't even notice there was a typo....I actually saw "traumatic" despite you having typed dramatic.....but why were you asking those questions? Do they have anything to do with my 犯賤 state ?

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 21:46

本帖最後由 prickly_rose 於 2010-8-2 21:50 編輯

btw thank you for your answer, you will be hearing from me shortly
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 21:44

???
Are you a psychologist or something?

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 21:53

i can feel your fire

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 21:59

i can feel your fire
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 21:53

stay away from my fire or you'll get burned....

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 22:01

stay away from my fire or you'll get burned....
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 21:59

no you stay away

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 22:06

我最犯賤，呢個係我既record，前輩，請過目
http://www.loyaukee.com/forum/vi ... 2566&highlight=

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 22:06

no you stay away
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 22:01

so we are same species.....

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-2 22:12

so we are same species.....
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 22:06

i need to go ____ and then ____ cause tomorrow i have to go ____ bye for now ok ?

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 22:18

i need to go ____ and then ____ cause tomorrow i have to go ____ bye for now ok ?
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 22:12

ok....I am still reading your post....
you will burn me to death if I ever go near you.

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 22:23

playintoy

Please do come back ok?

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 22:24

playintoy
Now I know why you asked me those five questions...because you've done them all...

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 22:50

playingtoy

Are you still living on the street now?

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-2 22:52

playingtoy

have some mercy on me, don't get me addicted to you....

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-3 00:25

本帖最後由 prickly_rose 於 2010-8-3 00:28 編輯

playingtoy

其實我同你唔係same species....
我縱然喜歡快感...卻不可能瘧待自己到甘既地步....
愛靚如命既我，冇可能過到流浪漢既生活....眼看我一頭長曲髮變成一堆亂草，我會顛....
身體虛弱既我，冇淡好食會死....
但無可否認，你比我既感覺係....好刺激....
其實我只係一隻籠中鳥...一個外表弱不禁風，但內心好叛逆，坐緊監既金絲雀...
但偏偏我又好深深甘明白到，做d反叛既野，對我一d好處都冇...從而造就左我lily-white 既過去....

but why a well educated guy like you 要瘧待自己到甘既地步？？？

Why?????

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-3 00:59

because joy comes with this particular type of suffering....
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 19:04

seems that you and playing toy.....are engaged

作者: sheep 時間: 2010-8-3 07:19

回復 54# prickly_rose

你你你。。。。。
就係大大大____ 姐？
你睇唔睇到犀利哥嘅魅力

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-3 07:59

if she is big c sis, what is she going to do with us?

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-3 11:40

seems that you and playing toy.....are engaged
godavid 發表於 2010-8-3 00:59

Where is he now? LOL
We have something in common that's all ....

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-3 11:42

回復 prickly_rose

你你你。。。。。
就係大大大____ 姐？
你睇唔睇到犀利哥嘅魅力 ...
sheep 發表於 2010-8-3 07:19

梗係唔係喇....我點同大c姐比阿？
犀利哥當然魅力非凡啦

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-3 11:42

if she is big c sis, what is she going to do with us?
godavid 發表於 2010-8-3 07:59

I'm not big C sis....

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-3 11:54

As much as I got turned on by danger and pain, these things are not what I'm seeking for in life, as they will eventually lead to despair. Safety, stability and tranquility, which amount to boredom, are what I seek in life and will continue to strive for. My ideals are diametrically opposed and thus the constant grapple between rationality and emotion....

作者: samsung 時間: 2010-8-3 12:11

seems that you and playing toy.....are engaged
godavid 發表於 2010-8-3 00:59

oh... it's fast, already engaged?

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-3 12:22

oh... it's fast, already engaged?
samsung 發表於 2010-8-3 12:11

and I got this nice ring pull as my engagement ring....LOL

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-3 14:48

playingtoy

honestly, some of the things you said in other threads out there has blown me away....
the mind is the safest place no doubt.....

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-3 14:50

playington

maybe...we are same species after all...

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-3 19:57

oh... it's fast, already engaged?
samsung 發表於 2010-8-3 12:11

seems that they are addicted to getting hurt

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-3 19:58

playington

maybe...we are same species after all...
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-3 14:50

he is playingtoy, not playington
you both have the same characteristic

good to see you two are engaged

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-3 19:58

Where is he now? LOL
We have something in common that's all ....
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-3 11:40

you are right
2 two are the same~~seriously

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-3 19:59

and I got this nice ring pull as my engagement ring....LOL
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-3 12:22

what should we call you?
mrs playingtoy?

;p:p:p

:p:

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-4 00:04

prickly_rose

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-4 00:18

i need to go 1____ and then 2 ____ cause tomorrow i have to go 3 ____ bye for now ok ?
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-2 22:12

1 take a shower
2 go to sleep
3 to the cemetery (Valley View Memorial Gardens)

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-4 00:20

playingtoy

Are you still living on the street now?
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 22:50

part time

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-4 00:23

playingtoy

have some mercy on me, don't get me addicted to you....
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-2 22:52

前輩你好浪漫

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-4 00:29

its hard to say, prickly rose is same as playingtoy

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-4 00:30

i can't believe you2 are.....engaged.....sorry dude
i have to call her mrs playingtoy
i know

everything here

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-4 00:39

Guess I should come out to say goodbye to you guys...so here I'm...

I thought the feelings had faded but no...it still hurts like heck...I really should stop venting, leaving this forum and move on....

Goodbye, playingtoy and godavid

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-4 00:41

拿，唔關我事，佢自己話走架咋

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-4 00:42

拿，唔關我事，佢自己話走架咋
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-4 00:41

係阿唔關你事...

放心啦

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-4 00:44

我通常係一個地方顛完，就會離開果到...所以唔關係任何人事

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-4 01:53

playingtoy

瘧待
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-3 00:25

鍛練

作者: Davidcopperfeel 時間: 2010-8-4 03:24

You made this post for? Sharing how crazy you're about him?How crazy when you like someone even is Hurting?

er i think you're going a bit insane.

You must be the type that almost anyone can Easily mix.

作者: yayaya 時間: 2010-8-4 04:02

怎么“痛”法？
肉体上的还是精神上的

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-4 07:54

Guess I should come out to say goodbye to you guys...so here I'm...

I thought the feelings had fade ...
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-4 00:39

don't leave us, we need you to entertain us

作者: samsung 時間: 2010-8-4 10:53

don't leave us, we need you to entertain us
godavid 發表於 2010-8-4 07:54

DON'T GO AWAY

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-4 19:09

if she's gone, what would that be? admin?

作者: samsung 時間: 2010-8-4 19:10

if she's gone, what would that be? admin?
godavid 發表於 2010-8-4 19:09

if she's gone, admin (playtingtoy) will be sad

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-4 19:17

if samsung is gone, everyone is very happy to see this happen

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-5 00:53

前輩。
你係咪落左我降頭。
點解我諗唔到野。
你好比番個腦我喇播。
猶其係下午一點之後。

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-5 00:58

我無左個腦，係會變，植物人。OK？

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-5 01:16

頂你個肺，我呢兩日都，諗唔到野
sorry admin，didnt mean to swear, just a couple more, and i am done, thx

不由自主你個頭，
痛你老味，
你即克同我出黎

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-5 18:04

頂你個肺，我呢兩日都，諗唔到野
sorry admin，didnt mean to swear, just a couple more, and i am done, ...
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-5 01:16

here I am, don't be angry okay?

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-5 18:06

怎么“痛”法？
肉体上的还是精神上的
yayaya 發表於 2010-8-4 04:02

精神上....

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-5 18:07

don't leave us, we need you to entertain us
godavid 發表於 2010-8-4 07:54

I need you guys to entertainment me more than the other way around, seriously. LOL

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-5 18:08

if she's gone, admin (playtingtoy) will be sad
samsung 發表於 2010-8-4 19:10

As you can see, playtingtoy would curse prickly_rose out if she is gone.

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-5 18:10

前輩。
你係咪落左我降頭。
點解我諗唔到野。
你好比番個腦我喇播。
猶其係下午一點之後。 ...
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-5 00:53

點解尤其係下午一點之後？

作者: prickly_rose 時間: 2010-8-5 18:11

我無左個腦，係會變，植物人。OK？
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-5 00:58

植物人都識鬧人既你

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-5 19:26

頂你個肺，我呢兩日都，諗唔到野
sorry admin，didnt mean to swear, just a couple more, and i am done, ...
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-5 01:16

please~~~~~

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-5 19:27

I need you guys to entertainment me more than the other way around, seriously. LOL
prickly_rose 發表於 2010-8-5 18:07

how we supposed to entertain you more?

作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-8-5 19:28

please~~~~~
godavid 發表於 2010-8-5 19:26

sorry admin

forgive my language

作者: godavid 時間: 2010-8-5 19:29

sorry admin

forgive my language
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-5 19:28

i/m not admin
i'm a kid ok?

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