doraemon1002

the worst thing is that she always give me a hope she will come back to me one day.

She told me she doesn't love me anymore, but she added " you never know what will happen in the future".

She said if i want her back, i need to make her love me again.

maybe i need to get wealthier, buy a big house, etc...

It is something i could not achieve in a short period of time, and by myself only.

I will take me forever even i have ok income.

my mum said some girls don't care the husband is not in the same level (income, education, etc), but some really want to marry one that matches her.

I told her i could not buy a house now, doesn't mean i could not buy one tomorrow. but she said it is too late.

Yes, i understand, if one of us doesn't love the other anymore, no matter what i will do, how i could change myself, it is still a game over.

doraemon1002

有時真係覺得自己好賤﹐又忍唔住打俾佢﹐最後個心又俾人插多兩刀。

個個都話我個EX玩0野﹐想揾我做後備。佢出去玩過衰0左都仲有我接手。

但係有0的朋友又話俾佢出去玩0下﹐最後佢可能會知道邊個對佢最好就會回頭。

我都死心時佢又會打0黎。

好多人都叫我一刀斷算啦。

我都好明白要放手向前走。但我係局中人﹐知道要做但係都係做唔到。

doraemon1002

個個都話我可以揾個好0的0既﹐我個EX依家當然好開心啦﹐多次同我講佢個新仔有幾好﹐以前係我好好照顧佢﹐佢依家同我講個男仔係唔識照顧佢﹐但係佢話佢照顧埋個男仔都肯。

我都唔知有咩好講0羅。

連佢阿媽都知個新男仔係玩玩0下﹐佢都要飛埋去﹐明知佢會俾人HURT我又講佢唔聽。

0甘又係﹐佢0甘大個人﹐佢都同我講佢衰佢事﹐唔駛我管佢。

佢0甘講我都好傷。

doraemon1002

my friend said if i can't get better asap, i will have depression.

i talked to my ex. She said she wants me to understand her.

Let her free.

i am just not happy.

she was my support to work hard. I have never complained even i work 70hrs a week, because when i felt tired, i would think it is for our future, then i would feel i am fine.

suddenly the support is gone, and not even my fault.

If i cheated and went out with the other girl and we broke up, i won't feel this bad.

it is really really tough.