sounds like lik thinks I'm a guy.. Haha..
Well.. I don't know if it sound ridiculous for me to cry about
but today I'm 22 already
Ever since I got into university, the workload and my pt job leaves me no time
I haven't seen my frds since forever and I miss them lots
Some of them always complain to me that they don't see me anymore
when I was in HS my bday falls on spring break for sure
but in university it doesnt happen anymore
this year it just happens to fall on Easter so most ppl r free to hang out
I couldn't really get a place to fit them all
so I mean wth .. Just get them to my place for potluck..
I told my bro thats what gonna happen on my bday
but he said he has other plan for that day like getting his frds to come over
I asked him if he can move it to other place since I hardly ever throw a party
and he does it every week for like a year already
then he said its no problem but me letting him know 1.5 days b4 hand is just rude
I told him I haven't planned it for long and I forgot to mention it earlier but its not too late
He kept on questioning me who is coming over and what type of person each person was
how I know them, where I know them , their occupation, their age, etc
i just think its getting outta hand snd its just lame that he takes ppl over
and i never question them and give them dirty looks...
He went to invesigate the very details like what would u do in this potluck party
and come on!! Its self explanatory... What can i do on a potluck party??
no, no one will be doing drugs or making magic brownies!!
For god's sakes most of my frds r uni students or grad
or ppl who have their own business.. They know better what not to do
So he starts looking for other stuff to pick on
he complains that my frds help me clean up after the party is not right
and since my frds are responsible for their own mess and tidy up the place
that makes me a very irresponsible person even though i was cleaning up as well
went on how i should not have the party because mom was mad about it
they r adults and they know not to leave me all the mess and that gets him mad??
Of cuz the lecture went on and on and if i insist to have the party
he might come ruining the party or he might use this as an excuse n beat me up again
so at the end i caved and i just said ok i just wont haf a happy birthday this yr
Wut upsets me is not only the party is cancelled but y he has to ruin my day like that
now my frd is leaving canada very soon and i dont get to meet up with her anymore
as my family member i thot they could b hapi for me for at least 1 day per yr
y he has to keep making excuse to get me upset?
There r lots if family issue involved and i know my family hates me
but its not like i chose to be born in a family where no one loves me
i wish they can be happy for me just 1 day in a yr |
發表於 2008-3-21 03:46
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